Do you know what it's like
To be pushed beyond your limit?
To feel emotionally destroyed
Inside and out?

Have you ever screamed out as you cried
Sitting on the floor?
Voices circling
Inside of your mind?

When was the last time you actually smiled
the last time you actually felt happiness?
It was so long ago you can't remember
But you know you can recall a time.

Throat hurting
Eyes swelling
Stomach turning
Nose running

The tears don't stop
The screaming never halts
The voices don't dwindle
And it's all one person's fault

I'm seeking a savior
But he's so far away
So I try to hold on
And be patient for his sake

But I don't want to live this way
Not anymore
I just want to be happy
I just want to go home

Home to him, where I feel safe
Where I know I won't scream and cry
Home is where the heart is
And this house is a home of lies.