Why do I always be the ones who say I love you first? I don't know, it makes me think that I love you more than you love me. Like I will make it hard to live without you but you can just be fine. I know I should not have these thoughts right now because you said you love me but I guess you did not love me enough to make me think like this. If it weren't this way truly, I must have felt that what I was overthinking is wrong. You are there no trouble sleeping, but my thoughts tend to keep me wide awake and it is alarming.

9 Oct 2015