If I drown today,                                  
            Would you miss me?                              
Would you cry?    
  Please dont lie.  
I want a reason
Not to die.
  I do, I really do...
                   I promise you.                                        
                 When I'm gone,                                
                  Do you feel it?                                
Do you care?
I can't think straight.
Are you my friend?
I can't tell anymore.
Who am I living for?!
I'm buried in hate,
And I can't handle the weight.
It's pushing me down.
It's making me drown.
But I wont let you see.
What will you do?
Frown?
No.
I don't think so.
I won't let you see.
This pain,
That's eating me.
I'll smile and I'll be fine.
If only for a little while.
As I sink,
    I can't sleep,
a wink.
       Its festering;
Rotting
        From the inside.
It's chilling,
And it's killing,
Me.
        I can't tell anyone,
           from someone.
   This hate
    This pain,
          Its too much...
                 Please don't touch,
          Me.
             I'll break.
             I swear I will.
                 Its filling my throat,
                    It's stinging my cheeks,
                   This pain I weep,
                   My misery to keep.