I lay in this bed breathing
While the sanity of my mind is leaving
When I caught myself believing
That I was able to find love

Did not judge me such a fool
As I found other people cruel
Rage has allways been life's fuel
Now I say that it is enough

Why is this silence so amusing
To a person used to losing
At my love's messages perusing
Wondering why everything ought to be this tough

Through bad and worse we used to swear
Now it's no longer what we care
I no longer look and stare
I no longer love.