I wake up
Bright lights
Im back
Jumbled thoughts
It didnt work
I thought for sure it would have
Alcohol for pleasure
Pills as another measure
A razor across my vein
So much blood why didn't it work?
Why do i exist in a world of hate
Chased by demons
Baring the mark of the broken
Covered in scares as a token of self hate
Questioning everything
Because manipulation
Is second nature in this ****** up world
Whats the point of living
Is there a higher purpose
Following a religion that no one really believes in
Holding more to the theory of evolution
Spontaneous creation
But why is it that demons don't evolve they stay the same
Its impossible for them to change
They take the form of the past in every season.
There's no forgiveness
Or escape from the chains they bind me with
My own worst enemy
My version of self destruction