You got a beautiful smile
and a tongue so sweet to listen
your face made me want to forever stare
and to provide absolute care.
you made me like you a lot
I even thought I loved you
maybe, i really did love you.
i liked you so much
so much, i feared to be in your life.
Your story,
it made me want to cry,
it made me want to love,
it inspired me to be strong in life.
how you really don't belong,
how your origin is incomplete,
and how physically you look whole.
I tried to empathize,
how your mama left you,
at a so tender age,
and disappeared never to return.
I try to imagine
the so many questions
you've lived all your life
in pursuit for answers,
yet none you found.
I try so much to imagine
but still i can feel
I could never come closer,
not even close, to understanding.
I fear to love you,
I fear your love for me.
For how would I live with myself?
if I ever broke your heart?
this I cannot.
After the so much horror
your ex-lover showed you,
no one should.
No one should ever hurt you.

I will only live to ask,
why did you leave like that?
without saying good-bye?
did you fear to lose me?
like you lost your friend eight years ago?
why?

Farewell Maria farewell
I've known you for just a moment,
yet its like I know a whole you
farewell friend farewell
good-luck in your endeavors
And may the good Lord be with you.