there are ghosts in the last home i lived in. there is war, bloodshed, tears stained like red wine on white rugs burned into the blueprints of the architecture of this home. children's laughter rings through this hall way, but these walls know only stories of my fingerprints leaving deep impressions on the people who still live in that home. this laughter is starting to sound almost menacing, accusatory, a sound i'm starting to dread. everyone acknowledges the ghost, but they tend to avoid talking about itβs presence. those windows know nothing but rainy days, stormy nights, blinding sunny days, and the sound of my voice. if they're lucky, the people who live in that house can hear my voice, even if they're forgetting how it sounds.
i'm forgetting how nice it sounds to be acknowledged, not as an impression of an apparition burned into the walls.
- kra
tl;dr - a close friend messaged me talking about how he passed by my house and he brought up memories of stuff that happened while i was down. that house, it seems like i left a ghost of myself there. i miss being there so badly because even though i'm not there, i still feel like everyone tends to forget about me. summing it up, it brought me to tears when he messaged me.