What does one do, when they don't feel whole? How does one cope with a loss worse than death? At least death is a certain, uncompromising finale. You leaving has left me wondering, thinking to myself About what I could have done to make you stay, Or words I could have said to change your mind. But I think the worst of it all, Is knowing that no amount of pretty poems, Or whimsical wishes upon dead stars, *will ever bring you back to me.