I'd rather soak in a hot bathtub surrounded by candles with blueberry tea than to fall in love just to fall back out. Truth is I don't love to be loved, I love to fix but all that results in is me losing bits of me. Truth is I'm selfish. I want you to give me all of you but I don't want to give you any of me. Truth is I'm lost in a world that is nothing but hatred and envy. I don't know who I am and I don't know what I want. Truth is Every time I think I have it together.. I lose my grip on reality. Truth is The good never last to long once you get comfortable. Truth is. I'm just another lost person lost in my head of unclear thoughts. But the bad thing is, my thoughts are always active.