im rotting within myself im the living definition of a cavity bleached and beautiful on the outside but rotting in black sut on the inside
i did not take my medicine today therefor i am anxious overly anxious my nerves are telling me something atrocious is about to happen but it simply is not im trembling no one can help me no one can soothe me my phone was gone half of my day my safety blanket was gone that means i was gone with it i've been gone im so gone let these meds flow
i tried to text you for comfort but you could give a **** less about me you were drunk while i was pouring myself out to you you joked around another reminder that i have no one lonlieness poked me at my every pressure point im irked scared restless it sickens me that i need you in my breaking points, i need you in my 2 am thoughts i need you to calm me but all you cared about was the *** you didnt care about me in my breaking points you dont care about my thoughts at 2 am its okay
if i were you i wouldnt care either im too easy
please mercy me let me fall out of myself for the sake of myself
-on the verge of an anxiety attack at my best friends house