I’m supposed to derive
poetry from my
feelings.
But
why is it
that whenever I’m at my
lowest,
my mind goes blank?
Whenever my emotions
are at an
extreme high,
my thoughts
disappear.

Why is it that my brain has
such strong swings of
emotion?
Why is it that when I try
hardest,
give my
VERY BEST,
all my attempts go
wasted?
They go
unheard,
unknown,
unappreciated,
underestimated,
and eventually
fade.


Just.
Like.
This.