How do I describe my feelings inside,
When all I wanna do is run and hide.
Embarrassed that I trusted so much,
Lie after lie leaves only disgust.
Thoughts so quickly racing through my head,
What did I do to be deserted?
Why was my love less than enough,
Why does my life need to be so tough?
Stronger and stronger I get with the pain,
Proud of my self for not going insane.
The one that I trusted with all of my life,
Ripped through my heart and twisted the knife.
Tears on my pillow sooth me to sleep,
I wish I could so something other than weep.
Tear after tear releasing my fear,
Internal ego taunting with jeer.
Blinded by love I wished you were true,
I couldn't accept this is what you would do.
Though you were better than who you've become,
My heart is in pieces, our love story's done.
I pray that my heart can love once again,
I pray that someone can help it to mend.
That someone is me and I am now my best friend,
At least I know I will love me til the end.