dont feel right... my own music is attacking me. feel so empty. the words in my head start to rhyme. so i know i need to write.. just dont know what.
will you save me? take me? make me yours? ocean blue words so true why do you hide?
.. ... .... songs play all day taunting me. speakers off still so soft the lyrics sing and thoughts they bring....
not the boy i want to remember... get out of my head!!!
(laughing) singing~ ocean blue~ just not you~
.... **do we ever really know them?.. do they ever really understand?..
how do you tell who is real and who is imagined? when the masks are seamless and no color seeps through? whos lying now? words were twisted
seamlessly .. seamlessly.. seamlessly! so fake how well you know your lines , how well you know your part.
all the blocking forever memorised. the scenes you know by heart. everything is perfect, until the characters change. improv was never your strong suit. thats what the other actors were for...
a castle by the sea. what story needs a knight when it has a prince? her title even stays the same ... the dialogue changes as the prince is real and the knight was wrong.. fairy tales.. how will the new version end??...
or will we change the characters again? these actors don't know their lines. the blockings all wrong. look at the scripts they carry. this preformance is no where near ready. It's barely been written!! we need a play to preform! how will we build the set if the script keeps changing? .... tragic flaws.. so the princess dies... so not cool we wanted a comedy not a drama