As I closed my eyes, I reverted back to a place of peace. A place sheltered by a wall my mother gave to me. I watched myself dream lucidly I ran through the fields of knee high grass, passed a kickback and jumped into the daises as soft as a kiss upon the lips. I was happy with the sun. Her beloved friend wrapped her arms around me and loved me more than I loved my tea.. I grew angry as the teacher tapped me for one last note.