Some days it hurts
It hurts more than anything
Knowing I can’t completely have you
“He treats you like garbage”
“You deserve better”
“He’s not worth it”
These words I hear too often
And it hurts
Because I know they’re right
Some days it hurts
Because I know I could do better
Someone who would hold my hand
And say to the world
Yeah, that’s my girlfriend
Someone to show me off to everyone
And be proud to have me
Some days it hurts
But some days it doesn’t
Because just having you is enough
Knowing that you’re mine
Even though I can’t call you my boyfriend
It’s usually enough
To touch you
And love you
And hear your voice say my name
Some days it’s enough
But some days it hurts
Because I love you
And I won’t let you go