in the beginning she was sad. she looked over the vast expanse of emptiness inside her chest and said to herself, "i am sad" so there was light. every corner of her void lit up with the haste of a light switch flicking every bit of shadow outward and revealing all the dark that light could not touch and she saw this darkness that remained still and said to herself, "i am sad" and so came the horizon. a single line that divides drowning and flying often blurred by sunrise and sunset always gazed upon and set as a destination but never quite reached because she never learned how to swim and so she made land. she made contact with her feet walking among the trees that fell dreams in their forests with only her to hear them and she heard them all. calling her either too thin or too thick or too willing or too undecided whether to gasp for air or grasp his hair so she became the moon. she orbited his world from above surveying every shore and valley shining light on those that would dare to look up beyond their own realities and insecurities. but as she looked around herself she saw that the sky was bare so she found her birds. friends that would share the air around her and let her breathe with the wind from their wings lifting her up beyond all that she thought she was and she smiled a crescent moon and became what she forgot she was, beautiful. and finally, she said to herself, "i am glad."