It is midnight and all I can't think about is you. I can't think about all of the memories we might have had. I can't think about the love we could have made. I can't remember the day I kissed you for the first time as my wife. I can't feel your warm embrace as your arms envelop my neck. I can't imagine a life with you. You were my rock, anchoring me below the surf as I fought to breathe. Deep gulps of water made it clear to me that I was drowning in your problems. "I love you" isn't worth drowning for.