It's killing me I have to Wait My hopes and dreams behind a gate, Angry frustrated hopeful, as I Wait for the outcome Scared to death it will be another dead end, Feet don't fail me, keep walking please Lungs please give me the strength to breath Oxygen hold me as if you where arms and make sure I don't fall apart I can make it, I can do it, Nothing's in my way, I'm still trying to be okay. I wanna run I wanna scream, Bury my head in your arms and dream. Will we make it? Will we last? Thousands of times I think I've asked. Take me far away from here, cover my eyes and read to me the story of the ones who outlasted love and created something no ones ever known We can be alone at last. Create a new path open your eyes and show me that freedom I've searched for. happiness is at the edge of your lips and my last breath. you'll be the death of me but the only life I've ever lived. you are my chaos and my piece.