i may have pushed you too far.
i may have pushed me too far.
this is me
desperate
half awake
half hoping you'd never hear what i did
half believing that is dishonesty
fully conflicted by internal misconduct.
but there's still a fraction
not a null, but a significant portion
that believes it has to get much worse
before it gets much better.
and i'm getting much worse.
so hang on until sunrise, i say
to you
and me.