Feelings drag inside so deep
origin remaining unknown
pain, confusion, self-pity
plague my deepest being

Scared to tell
scared to speak
fear of showing my thoughts
the inner crazy only i know
held so deep,
yet so near the surface

Changing me,
inside out
Words dying to be spoken
but forever kept silent
no one can be trusted
with the words im so unsure of

Maybe i am crazy
maybe its all in my head,
dimming the light i was once so proud of
maybe.