why does it matter what poison is in my veins?
all i worry about is who's holding my reigns
why does it matter what people are hurting most?
all i know is that i am banishing my ghosts

so believe me when i say this hurts me
i know, i know we both want to be free
it took me a long time to see toxicity
and i know it will not leave with simplicity

do not belittle my suffering
when i say i am in pain, i mean it
when i say it hurts, it ******** hurts