I stare at the ripples and the waves
Swaying purely and freely from all restrain
Small sea ***** wander for display
The earth beneath my feet swiftly crumbles
Like all the tumbles and mazes in my head
I’m torn between reality & this mystical world
Shifting between my dreams and unconscious
A blessing & a curse to what could have been
I walk into the sea
As it meets me with my reflection
Visionary images that define my life
The scars & bruises hold tight to my skin
I swim in deeper hoping they will fade away
Only tiny air bubbles swim around my soul
Noting really matters anymore
All the struggles & pain drift away
The ocean plays my sanctuary
I become the ripples and the waves
Swaying purely and freely from all restrain