Honey suckle sweet sky Sun rays blend with your ocean blue Memories & thoughts begin to suffocate me Lyrics & beats drown in my ears As I try and hold back all these tears My favorite line plays in my head “When he put that bottle down, girl that man's amazing” Blackouts and lack of control **** bitter world, anything but social justice Yet, I majored in humanity Due to my insanity What I’d give to take back the time To say goodbye A little closure…**** what a time to die Scar tissue accumulates on my battered heart As I watch you fall beneath the earth I buried you and with it my faith Chaos & fuked up **** everywhere I turn P.O.C.’s working hard, holding on to that false dream To be judged by character, not by color Jr. was a true ideal But still, millions searching for some spare to buy their next meal I’m privileged with books and mentors Doesn’t mean the years of pain and sadness ceased Majored in humanity to find salvation Trying to break free from my personal mummification Inexplicable moments and connections Difficulty letting go of these several relations Too overwhelmed, I can’t even fuken finish expressing emotions