I am
"the quiet one"
in the class.
IF I RAISE MY VOICE
DOES THAT MAKE ME MORE NOTICEABLE?
or if I whisper...
will you be hanging on every word,
trying to put my mysterious character together like the pieces of a puzzle
Regardless of my volume I still go unnoticed
My name is not heard except when followed by
"____is so shy"
"quiet"
"nerdy"
"weird"
etc, etc, etc."
Despite my agreeable demeanor
Acceptance is the prize trophy that I've been working for my entire career
only to see it scooped up effortlessly by a rookie.
All I want is someone to care about what I have to say or how I feel.
But that's all that anyone wants.
That's all that anyone has ever truly wanted in this life, no?
Aren't we all just hopeless romantics, drowning in a sea of passions, confusions,
broken hearts, and drunken brains?
I am no different; no more exciting than any person walking the halls
So tell me what can I do
other than submit to exist in this lonely, pathetic predicament?
I am
"the quiet one"
not
because I have nothing to say,
but because
no one
will bear to hear me.