i'm missing something i never had a part of me that i can't get back
...because its still sitting here in my chest, settled in like a cat in winter, bathing in the glow of my sighs sinking in the quick sand of my apologies lodged in the crevice of anger, unforgiven - no "sorry"'s for the part you never stole you didn't lose it, you say, your eyes darting like lizards looking for a spot of sun
no, you didn't lose it. it was never gone i can feel it in my clogged wet paper throat resting like the sun might never rise i am missing something that i'd never lost because i'd never found it