I wish I saw what people see in me
I tried to believe but it cannot be
They say I'm cool and handsome
They say I'm fun and smart
but I can't believe it
not in my heart of hearts
It's like every time I look in the mirror
I hate what's looking back
I'm always so anxious
on the verge of a panic attack
and when I send out messages
I fear they feel obligated to write back