I have said “I forgive you” 490 times. You asked me if I knew I was a dumb ****. One. You told me it was my fault he left. Seven. The numbers are lost on me after that But they follow, illogically, a logical progression Like the patterns formed by the spaces in-between Words, trickling down past what is happening. The plot is unknown, at times even random, but the spaces are most certainly predetermined. At 490, the count resets to zero.