I wake up in the morning and my first thought is you
After the head rush clears I'm left feeling blue

Every moves a struggle as I silently dress
*** even though I've slept all night I don't feel I've had any rest

Truth is that as soon as I close my eyes
My mind wanders and sees you by my side
Standing so tall, eyes full of love
Your so handsome, picturesque and I can't believe my luck

My past is broken, fragile and a wreck
But with you, you see past it and your touch
Is like a shock wave when your fingers brush past my neck.

You gently tuck my hair behind my ears and your eyes are fixed on mine,
every word you say to me my head is trying to define

You kiss me so softly and our lips are a perfect match
And I realise then, no one will ever compare to you, not even a patch

See the thing is the last time I thought I was with someone I loved
He stripped away all I was after he kicked screamed and shoved

I thought then I was broken after I ended the nightmare
And ended up soliciting my body out like it
Was everyone's to share

Then you came along and I started to love myself again
You friendship ran true and my life
Had finally began

But if we take it back to the beginning remember it's all in my mind
Because you don't even know how I feel
The words I can't even find

So I put on my make up and pretend to you in fine
But you will never comprehend how much I wish you were mine

I rush through the day, so I can fall back asleep
So I can get back to perfection, but before I do I weep.