I kept telling myself I wasn’t crazy That I would stick it high, and maybe Pull myself through this barbed wire With a little help that’ll take me higher
But it seems these pills aren’t working Still, in fact their just distorting All my dreams and aspirations Please shut down my imagination
Cause these lies are plain and tasteless I’m not sure how much longer I'll take this Naivety dressed its best As my friends blend with the rest
I hope my heart knows this last truth And that I won’t be a wasted youth I may be young and reckless But I sure as hell will never be backless
I stormed the mountain peaks so high And I’ll push on through til the day I die With my dignity understood by all As for now I'll try to walk more tall
The more I say it isn’t true The more I realize what I feel for you You wish it wouldn’t, but it does There are the few who see past the flaws
I keep on trying to look forward Past these silent screamings murmured Through the shattered glass and fears I’ll go beyond wisdom of my years