I feel nothing no one to hold I love him does he love me I shall no know I break down and hear the sound of my heart beat and me bairly breathing  am I gay I'm not sure I love him he makes me smile happy and surprised to feel free to finally be me I'm an empty person no family to hold and cling on to they won't expect what they can't expect well e=mc square and when your there I'm not empty while you are standing there next to me let me be me set free