"It's all in your head"
Is all they ever said.
"They're not real"
"It's not such a big deal"

"Everything will be okay"
Is all they'd ever say
"This too will pass,
None of it will last."

I can't fight this battle alone
I'm nothing but a sinking stone
Finding my way in the dark
With no light, not even a spark.

Where are they now,
Now that I need them?

Every night and everyday
I'll fall to my knees and pray
As long as I'm breathing
God has a reason for my living