tear my trust apart
tears trickle down
i should've known better not to trust

i'll remind myself to be on my toes.

i thought you were genuine
i thought he was genuine
i guess im too gullible-
like you said.

i should've known not to trust,
not to trust,
not to flirt with love.

you've left me like everyone i cared about did.

you left me.

it doesnt matter, does it?
my feelings don't matter.
because i'm non existent,
right?

i'll just go and disappear,
disappear into the void.
the stars will still shine and the planets will turn,
but does my soul matter?

i let the tears flow as i turn my volume up,
screaming silently,
my mouth stretching wide as to cover up my pain.

if i didn't move,
i think.
this wouldn't really have happened.
if i ceased to exist.