It comes upon me so fast I have no time to react My head starts to whirl My stomach starts to curl My heartbeat quickens I start to sicken My legs get week My mind is meek I feel as I might start to weep I don't know what to say I want to run away I don't want to face the truth I don't want to see the proof Just let me stay the same With no one to blame With no human shame Don't leave me with these regrets let my heart rest Before you go I need to get something off my chest You are the the man I want to be I want to make you proud and I want you to see Thank you for all the things that you have been teaching me Thank you for showing me how to be a man telling me I can You showed me the light Now it is the end of your fight Even though your so far away and I cant see your face I swear to you I can still feel your warm embrace.