Driving through the old town where my father was born, I'm stunned to silence while he tells me the stories of houses. This man I've always feared who acts like he can't remember mistakes or childhood, legends and accidents, who I'd swear was never born, just always existed, strong, who my mother claims is incapable of memory and sentiment, tells me, quietly and unannounced, about an old woman. Sat on her porch, Sharon, at that house there on the corner. He tottered over and talked to her at four years old. She had blue and green parakeets. Took a drag of her cigarette watching the world pass her by wearing memories only she knew the pain of bearing alone.