It's far easier to not to see a problem than to deal with one
It's far simpler to avoid you than to have to feel my heart straining against my chest
Much easier to not worry about you
For me to leave my mind at rest
To pretend not feel the squeeze of their laughters alongside yours
To act as though my insecurities don't sting when in truth it burns
These feelings I fear will never reach your ears
And since they don't show I guess you'll never know
...unless
-(cj)