Like an image, the memory reminds me of every curve hes lips forms, like a 3d movie, definining a feeling afraid to be forgotten. with every constant flash  i lose myself from reality. completely hopeless my  heart beats at normal pace hinting "it's going to be okay". while every breathe reminds me the sparkle look of hes eyes caught in mine with total awareness. and every touch that carried a series of goosebumps my skin still feels.
Avoiding the present, i lie in bed absolutely innocent gathering all the pieces to form an untouchable memory of unrepeated words that reached my heart in he's presence. while the unimaginable touch of he's palm flickers my hair from the wind blocking my face, grabbing my neck and with it our last goodbye! Completely breathless the feeling make my heart mad, accepting a life without he's presence and good-charm. 'If it's meant to be it shouldnt be so so hard'. I repeat to myself gathering courage to enjoy every moment. Reminding me of a night spent admiring the flickering lights that caught our eyes , while coconut palms sang loudly reminding us of their presence. the wind through the leaves creating a relaxing melody of shushing sounds of rattling words of an unspeakable feeling brushed through siblings of the same branch.