Thank you For the flashbacks The recurring theme The cursed motif I hailed into the closet From behind the sheets I could not comprehend The depression Though I knew its extents The contents Of its origin I could not mend You lengthened the bend Thank you For setting fire to my heart The ultimate pyre I’ve been reborn And forever shall your Essence lift to the tops of trees And, looking for breeze, Sink instead to the dirt And sweating leaves Of parchment you shall never read The scripture that strengthens My soul- The harmonies that have turned me Inside out And allowed me to see My heart deformed Reformed You will rest in rot Yellow And Decay Thank you for Dangling the wrench Challenging me to endure The extraction of teeth I am removing I am re Moving My love And loyalty And sensuousness From the snares Placed in vain My veins run clean I am recreating A scene A feature A fissure Between life And death I am Fire Rain The original Spring I am swelling forth And catching flies I am making prints On earth and sky I am giving birth To myself I am here Hear me, Thank you For throwing me down The stairwell And creating the echo That woke me And burned me And washed me Clean.