Dear, Mom.

They once said that
A mom's love is the best kind of love in this world.
But, when it comes to us, it was different.

Up until now,
I don't feel that you care about me,
But i realized, you never will.

It seems like i don't matter to you,
The fact you didn't fought for me,
Or leave an explanation why you left.


The pain you've caused me,
It's deep, unbearable and
wrecking.

Sometimes i ask myself
"What if she came back?"
Can i bare of seeing her?* *"No!"

If there's something i want to do or say,
I'm going to push you away,
For you have left me without a warning.

It's 23:40,
i finally accept the fact, you  *never did love me."

So, now. If you ever want to come back, please don't. It took 8 years for me to be whole again.

Now, i just want you to know. i loved you but it seems that it wasn't enough for you to stay.


j.d.p