When I look deep inside
When I found where I hide
The mask I see in a reflection
Tells me lies of my perfection
Into a twister of oppression
Into sea of depression

When things that I love I hate
When things I remember I forget
When enemies are friends
When every action tailed with regret

To empty places are sanctuary
To run from the rain to the sea
To seek for pain after misery
To escape for me to me

Then angel with white wings
Touched my hand
And showed me the Promised Land  
But sins turned the water to sand
And the pain killed the heart and mind

I had to let go and flee
She came again black winged in perfect ******
I can see her tormented body
Tormented from my agony  
She looked in black crystal eyes
Spoke in hymn of sore harmony

I spoke in tender certainty
Words like whisper of eternity
We both muttered in unity


- Her -
Embrace the silence and listen
To me ...Our time is short...
My words are pure...
I used to dream of the beauty in your eyes
Then I found that you are my eyes...
Now if I should say good bye ... I won't
The life in your hands, more cold winters to send
More falling autumn leaves
Never miss me, Have my words clear...
Love You My dear...
Now I will give you my back and fade...
And you'll cry inside without a tear to shade
Tears like sad moon in eclipse...
Your touch frozen cold but filled with emotion...
Sleep well as I fly in contrition


- Me -
I can see in your eyes …
Nothing, don't know can't find…
Anything just the reflecting of my eyes
Sad crystal like shattered glass
Out of mirth like broken ice
On a cursed land, where is no path
Halo of lost moon…Fade to fallen parts
Can't go deep or reveal your lies
I have lost in me
Like worm trash in feint fire
My hope … My last day life
A sunset, a pure wind…
A book end, my soul to ascend
Cold…Can't pretend
All I know I'm out here and my body is dead...