in the dead of night I write for 'tis then when my thoughts are draped like soggy towels on a sagging clothesline but in the light of pestering day they bounce around like busy buzzing bees in a place I call my head so in the dead of night I write and squeeze what I can from those soul soaked rags hoping what flows won't be like tears or some sanguine soup to **** my fears for in the dead of night I write not to purge my heavy heart of pain and grief but to come closer to true belief