the words do not come tumbling out of my pen anymore the ink seems to have dried and i've killed the horizon inside my brain with a cigarette ashtray that spelled out your name there seems to be a permanent eclipse because i cannot write like i used to anymore there are no more tsunamis or hurricanes or tornadoes my mind is a natural disaster all on it's own except there are no thunderstorms or rain there is only darkness and drowning into a sea of metaphors i wrote and analogies i spoke; i think about the girl who thought of them from time to time, and i wonder if she would be upset that no one brought wildflowers to her funeral, even though they claimed she was a sun shower they all ran away when the flowers wilted, i don't blame them i did too (h.l.)