i just wanted to apologize
bc i gave u everything i had
w/out asking u if u even wanted it
what i want to say to u is
"can u stop being a **** for 2 ******* seconds?"
but instead i say
"im sorry, i love u, please stay this time"
then i write a hundred v bad poems about it
anyway
this ones to remind u i am a person
and u have hurt me
maybe u don't know how to come to terms w that
making this a v uncomfortable reality
today i named a toothache after u
and then i looked up at the sky
we're both looking at the same moon
and ur a ******* *******