When I asked you of your favorite color You told me that red looks great on my dress But you wouldn’t paint a wall with it
Green makes a nice salad But you wouldn’t necessarily want to eat it
And when I asked you about blue, Shaking hands with silence left me feeling more estranged than usual
Though the sterling midnight sky And the bitter cup of coffee Couldn’t match the ridges of coal Between the pool of amber in your iris And the smoky black that was the pupil
The rain that pelted the window I had imagined to be a harmony of hues both Forest green like the towering pines and like the Hunched weeping willows with their tears being A myriad of cerulean now cascading from the ash clouds Which gathered about our heads
A quiet thrumming of traffic in the torrential downpour Tends to sounds like the collective beating of a scarlet heart With highways as blue and violet veins And capillaries screaming across the mortal plane With each thump, each minute, each color
But with heavy eyes and dark plum circles rounding out your lids You sat there straining to grasp the train of thought that Kept being derailed at every word With each merciless stare and meek disdain That was once splattered pink across the face of your mother
And without a further misconception or Dejected thought Suspended in a time frame of confusion You grabbed my hand And with muck-brown eyes Looked into mine like a sailor lost in shadowed blue waters And spoke of love With golden glazed verbs And honeyed adjectives Weaving intricately together
So then I stand Pull out my hand And taking the bluest depths of the ocean with me Storm out to the concrete lot
But you catch on And with pleading eyes the color of a pitch black chasm Try and make me sympathize To agree To understand To stay and to listen To love and to hold
But how can I? When you don’t even have a favorite color.