teenage torment that manifests itself in love and cigarettes cause if you're not killing yourself in one way it's another maybe evolutions made me cynicalΒ or maybe it's you and now I've found myself at the park where I wrote my first poem somewhere in the distance I hear the crickets singing your old harmony something about losing all your friends but never losing me something about the fear that hides between your atriums my headlights shine on these trees night after night and I realize how afraid you must truly be of teenage fear that transcends age and comfortability and me k.s.