He wants to be in the war? No!!! I am literally going numb I am fighting the urge to break down and sob in sorrow and despair I hate the war It's taking my first crush Since 8th grade and now we're sophomores I can't look at him I am ****** I need a beer but I ain't ever drank before I need a cigar but I ain't ever smoke before I like you, boy Why the war? I think I love you... and all it took was for you to flash those dimples I will wait for you to come back In my dreams, we are together My hand is cramping My heart is shattering My mind is rambling I am fighting the urge to break down.