Honestly, just don't go to sleep.
Don't get around to having your dreams or getting your hopes up or making it seem like maybe for once it's all gonna go your way.
May your eyes remain open because reality isn't kind.  
Not to the deaf and not to the blind.
Honestly, just lie awake.
Because you'll have time to wish you hadn't wasted time on sleeping before.
As if the memories of you don't already seem like bad dreams or being alone isn't always as bad as it seems
So I won't sleep tonight or tomorrow nor the next day.
I'm going to remain awake.