heavy sigh escapes minutes become lifetimes eternity to infinity and still I wait to hold you near – eyes cross with boredom wishing even to need a toilet but nothing breaks the monotony but the passing thoughts of your sweet embrace – bad food sends a distended belly into fits of gurgle slight sweat smell wafts down the corridor 2000 inmates pass by my wire-laden windows their footsteps pounding in my brain long after count has cleared leave me longing for the quiet of our shared bed – broken lead ends my distraction giving me pause, long enough to sharpen my tool thinking about what this moment brings in your office or if you, also sit thinking of when we are together again –