I always have to remind myself that you're not my girlfriend, I said you were the other day and it felt so good, yet it hurt so bad, and hasn't left my lips again. When will I love you be true, when will this shadow of doubt leave me alone. I'd hate to see you hurt but I know I could heal you again. All I ask is for love, somethings that's real and not this midnight love affair. Im not this book you've read, I am real and I am hurt everyday. Every I love you feel likes a lie. Yet I want to feel it is true. I wish you would have the courage to end it.