When I was 8, You said it was okay. It's normal Since when is ****** abuse normal I didn't know this till 4th grade, 11yrs old .... You snuck under my covers when I was sleeping How could I have not felt you when you tried at first I woke up with you on top of me Why did I like it at first I'm a discusting,horrible human I told in 4th grade cuz I wanted to know if it was normal. Turns out it wasn't You made me think it was my fault Your to blame I know you won't read this , But I hope you for in hell You took my childhood away Said it was okay I thought you were my friend I'm sorry I was to little for *** You were going to wait a few more years Why me?? Why? Is this why I hate myself You make me want to throw up I hope you learn from prison Why did you take my childhood ?