She walk to class with a smile
Beautiful,thin,nice that's what you seen right?
She was happy
That all changed one day

She lived in a nightmare
She couldn't get out no matter how hard she tried
She would cry till she couldn't anymore
She kept to herself,no one wanted her  
She told herself its okay but she knew it wasn't
She felt like nothing,useless,scared,terrified

That one day she stood in the bathroom
Tired of her life
She felt like there wasn't an end to the way she felt
She couldn't take it


She layed in her bed writing her note
She was ready to go
That night it was her time
She went to the bathroom


Got the one pill bottle that was the strongest
Took 12 pills
Numb she said I feel numb.
Death was what she wanted
She sat there hoping,
Then she was gone forever

Her family blamed themselves
What could they have done differently
Nothing she said in her note,
Her parents cried
She was never forgotten
Is it really worth it?
Did she have to go?